A Turning Point, I hope...

Last weekend I got the chance to spend some truly quality time with some of my wonderful Seattle folk. Saturday night we had what I consider to be a perfect evening, sitting around drinking wine and chatting about life. It was one of those conversations that sticks with you; one where someone who knows you so well can look you in the eyes, remind you about the things that you value and challenge you to start doing things differently. Between unemployment and current life transitions, I've been struggling for a little bit to remember what matters and what I'm doing and who I want to be. I'm not going to attempt to say I know all these things now, but instead that I am brought back to a place where I'm aware of these questions.

Then yesterday, I was given advice that summed up a lot of what I've been thinking: "Just worry about the things that are within your control and you'll be ok". It seems so simple, and yet, I find it to be so challenging. But in order to embrace this place that I'm in more fully, and live more contently, and truly take advantage of the wonderful time I have been given, I need to start with one controlable thing at a time, and let the rest take care of itself.

And so that is what I plan to do. This week is going to be a turning point for life in Portland, I feel sure of it. I have participated in four interviews this past week, and I have one scheduled for next week. I have a little bit more direction for my job search and feel like I have options to pursue. Relationships are changing and I'm attempting to embrace it. I am reminded of all the great reasons I came to Portland and all the wonderful people I am fortunate to have. The gym and I are becoming great friends; so great, in fact, that I might be signing up for a race to train for here soon. Transition may feel like it never ends, but for this moment, I'm going to make the best of it!